simple. sensuel. the volk

Thursday, January 24, 2008

i woke up at 520 today
got so tired
i went to sleep after i came back from sch immediately till dinner
yeah
crazy right
and i reached sch at seven
madness
thats like way before when my father usually fetches me
yeah
all cos i estimated the time wrongly i need to wake up
):<
yeah
felt so cheated
yeah
and my com is like sucky now
dont know what happened to it la
argh
yeah
anw
past few days have been so so
yeah
like boring man
its tiring
yeah
i am beginning to get a taste of how preparations for a levels
actually its not like theres a lot of hwk compared to promos last year
but its just tiring
cos i sleep rather late everyday
yeah
hopefully my migraine wont be that bad as last time
listening to rascal flatts's what hurts the most is so depressing
yeah
oh
congrats to janice for getting eight points yeah
i havent ask the others yet
:X
oh yeah
hopefully my section juniors can stay
yeah
they seem nice la
i want the section to stay big too
:D

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

;blueberry
9:42 pm